Heart break
A year after my
lover broke up with me, before I get to accept that the relationship is really
over. I have finally accepted that I had lost her and tears no longer roll out of my
eyes , but my heart still reacts strange when I look at any of her pictures or stumble on anything that makes me remember the special moments with her. The most amazing thing is everything I do or touch at my home makes me think of her.
Heartbroken
I do my everyday activities, restricted my friends and her friends from bringing
up her name in our chats. The first day I blacklisted and removed her telephone number. I “unfollowed” and unfriend her on all social
media platforms. Yes I imagine her happy without me and decide to make myself happier too.
The only
thing really consoling me is music. Sadly all my tracks still remind me of her.
My phone saturated with her pictures and videos. I I start deleting only to
discover after haven deleting 700 pictures that she was already a bug.
Feel like
running away from my home because I bought everything in there with her and now
I get to live alone. I heart all these feelings and start pouring out by
writing.
So I remove
all her personal belongings from the drawers and keep. Take a decision to
forget her. I remove her pictures from the walls this feeling is temporal
though for the moment it is like everlasting.
As a
believer, I turn to my God and pray through Jesus Christ. I pray she changes
her mind and get back to me. I start feeling she’s heartless to do this to me
because I was so honest to her. She was my one and only. I decide to take a
break on love and dating. To search for a better life, settle and think of
marriage. I keep hoping she comes back but pray she doesn’t come back when is
late.
For the
moment I hang out with friends and family while trying to forget her, but most
important I accept this painful feeling and not try to forget it. Love is a good
thing but relationships never end really well but Never stop believing in LOVE
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